okay.today,i simply woke up in the morning and went for my hockey training at delta pitch.
then suddenly i was in a very bad mood in the car on the way there with my parents.i was really wondering why.coz i know that they didnt even do anything wrong towards me.like...in the car,i just kept quiet,and just nodded to whatever my dad said to me.like...i didnt even talk about my own opinions to him lah kay...like...i feel so guilty now.that i was acting in a bad way towards them just now,though i didnt talk vulgarly to them lah.like..NONO.i will never talk with all those vulgar words okay.

then during hockey training,i was cool.like,i felt normal inside out with my friends.after training at the pitch,we went to the gym.had loads of great time there.and it was my first time going to a gym without any other family members.yea.and it was the first time i went to a gym and trained properly.haha.coz know why?whenever i visit the gym with my family,we would just be looking around bcoz i was never allowed to touch those gym stuffs.yea.under aged.like...whatever la.haha.

okay.then after gym-ing,went home with lynnete.yea.then rushed home,ate my lunch[i was starving kay],then played through my organ pieces,and went for my organ class.yea.i was like...so not in a rush lah.haha:) oh.and at the organ class there right,my mood swing came back again.like...i didnt talk much in class,didnt talk much with my friend before and after class.haha.and i went to the mrt station alone.coz my friend went by the other way.i was like...is she scared to talk/walk with me or something?like...so strange suddenly lah.haha.oh oh ya.my primary school friends used to stand a few steps away from me during recess times on certain days when i was in no mood to talk to anyone.haha.they were like "syafiqah...are you okay not?how come you like not talking to us liddat?smile lah,syaq".haha.then i will always start smiling to myself.ok.i have to admit it.im always smiling to myself nowadays.haha.like...what is wrong with this creature??haha(:

okay.then at home,after organ class,i played the comp,my tablet,and went to macd at my area.yea.had dinner there.like...im still feeling super full till now lah k...like it has been more than 1 hr past already.and i could still taste the food.eu.haha(:

oh.there's something else.
one of my good friend from this special school leaving singapore for 6 days.and its like...SIX days okay...so long lah ok.okay.actually not THAT long la.but i can die la for not messaging that person for like...more than 1 day.humph.so sad now.
then after coming back to singapore,friend will leave for another country for another competition.like...so tiring la.haha.and its like..FRIEND is competing,and I'm the one feeling tired.haha.stupid.

oh.ya.i want to play for crescent hockey(:
and some other club.yea.crescent club??haha.combined schools??haha.hopefully(:
oh.i wanna buy new shin guards.the ones that my sister gave me are like ultra big can,compared to those of my seniors and friends.and my legs look ultra big in the also.like..so malu lah.haha.

oh.ya.just now,during hockey training,me,hazel,lynnette,fangying and yi ting played against 5 other seng kang secondary players.like...woah.nice experience lah ok.they were all so super friendly lah okay.haha.like...from far,as they walked closer to us,they started waving,showing their smiles.haha.like...okay.yea.and i can tell,all of us enjoyed the game.haha.we were all smiling and laughing away lah can..haha.and we were all panting on the pitch.haha.and noe what?we played only a quarter of the pitch la ok.haha.like...omg.how am i going to cope it playing full pitch like that?haha.imagine.haha.
okay.
leaving now

sya